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Monday, April 3rd, 2006
1:34 pm	so im in school. im bored. im listening to amandas song spacejam. its annoying. my ears are starting to bleed. i dont know what else to say. hmmm, its been like 893748957 days sinse i wrote in this thing. so today in school everyone has been like heyyyy alex, so how ya feeling. because of what happened on saturday. i made a fool out of myself. but oh well most people where too drunk to notice. but anyway i feel kinda bleh now. so im in school and its boring and i have -oh thank god amandas song just ended- chem soon. i hate chem. my teacher is a fucking whale. and natalie isnt in chem today so its gonna be boring. i have to sit in the front now cause im stupid. there is absolutly nothing to do in school during these hour free things. im gona go cause live journal is boring as hell. bye says amanda as she waves to the computer. she thinks you can see her Current Mood: bored Current Music: finding out true love is blind- louis xiv (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 22nd, 2006
8:16 pm	hmmm. i have to wright a chem lab, only im lazy. je suis un lard. i dont wanna wright this lab. bleh. anyways. i played golf today. i sucked, but that is alright. i want to go away. very soon. like california. iv always (and by always, i mean since last year) wanted to be in california and listen to "california" by phantom planet, just so i could be like psssh yea. im like the oc. but thats juts cause im a nerd. haha wow sorry. okay so this chem lab. it sucks. natalie is my god tho because she gave me the first three things. i forget what there called. but yeah. maybe ill be really productive, and wright this lab while on a tredmill, but that we be too non-alex-ish. i think i might just do it inbetween commercial break. so yeah. chem. bye Current Mood: not in the mood for chem Current Music: the two sides of monsieur valentine-spoon (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, January 20th, 2006
5:54 pm	today was friday. it was the best friday ever. i went to about 1/2 a class. i love being in visual! i got to help out at the gallery (and my help, i mean sit and listen to my ipod. so yeah. my picture was in the gallery to. actually two of my pictures were in it. on was three hands. it was pretty funny , cause it was my hand, drawn three times. all these people were standing around discussing it. they were like "wow its were interesting, that as the hand moves, it ages." some one else was like "what does it say" (they thought it was signlangueage) then some other group of people were like "wow. thats creepy." i was like psh your all wrong. it was a homework assignment. there is absolutely no meaning behind it. the other picture i had in the gallery was a class assignment that was required to go in the gallery. it was a pizza box design. mine, the top of the box was the picture "persistence of memory" by dali, only i changed all the melted clocks to pizzas. its weird. but yeah. now ive decided i do not want to do anything at all tonight. ive been too busy lately. i think i will stay home and watch dvds untill 3 am, ooh or play grand theft auto. jakes pizza box made me want to play that game really bad. hmm not much else to say. oh. i know what to say. so my art teacher asked me to do a picture for this gallery contest thing. shes only picking four (wow i just typed picking 8 times cause it didnt look right) im doing a self portait in bent mirror thing so its distorted. i dont know if i said this beforem, but owell. hear it again. so yeah peace out- Current Mood: normal Current Music: time bomb-goldspot (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, January 16th, 2006
6:38 pm	i bought sushi today. im happy now Current Mood: sushi Current Music: C + F-sam prekop (2 Comments |Comment on this)
5:12 pm	also i forgot to add. i miss the surreal life and hogan knows best too! make them come back Current Mood: still missing summer Current Music: summer quest-the go find (Comment on this)
4:54 pm	i hate snow. i hate cold. i hate school. i hate anything that has nothing to do with summer. i miss going ot sleep at 2:30, then waking up at 9:30 to go lay by the pool. listen to my ipod(wich is now dead. along with my cell phone wich is stolen). i miss being brought iced tea on the beach, and going out to parties and out to dinner with friends on wednesdays, and thursdays, and not just friday or saturday. ugh i hate work and cold. the work wouldnt be so bad if it wasnt so cold at the same time. i seriously wanna move to southern california, or florida with the old people, or my own little island near curacoa. that would be perfect. i hate new jersey. its ugly. -also my sister stole my oc season two and took it to a friends house. now she "thinks" she left it there. if she lost it i will kill her. if its at a freinds house. ill still be mad. cause i told her not to take it. ugggh. fucking pisses me off -also happy martin luther king to everyone lol Current Mood: missing summer Current Music: eve, the apple of my eye-bell X1 (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, January 13th, 2006
8:36 pm	ugh. i hate waiting for chinese food. and i hate babysitting. i better get paid for this because i have no money. at all. hmm so im watching living with fran. im bored. im drawing too. im doing the back of a person in white charcoal. the background is redish. bleh its ugly. the ass is too big. i find it amusing that as i type the word "redish" there is a comercial that says "have a happy period" hmm maybe not that amusing, but im laughing. okay so. chinese = better be coming soon. goodbye nukka Current Mood: hungry Current Music: specialist-interpol (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 11th, 2006
6:26 pm	tpday was freaking amazing. for reason one. maria and jane. we are too fucking awesome! haha we killed a freshman!! whoo! then for the two reason. mr yuz. asshole of the world. asked me for my parents number to call and complain. and so i was like well why do you need it. and he was like well you are not part of this class anymore. so i was like what? and he said well you do not complete homework. so i said well i only forgot two, and i did do them, i just left them at home by accident. and so he was like well its not just tat. you also are not, fuck forgot this word. oh right. okay so he said you are not participating in this class, and are doing bad on your tests. so i said well we didnt have any test yet. and im trying to improve i have a provate tutor at home and everything. so he was like well it not working and your still preforming very badly in this class and i want to tell your parents so that when i fail you your parents wont call me screaming. so then he started saying other things, so while he was still talking and being an asshole i said. you know what fine. call. and turned and walked out of the classroom. then i told my parents and now there waiting for him to call to yell and scream about all the nasty things hes said to me in class, and everything hes done. then there calling the school to maybe even have me switched out of his class! whoo! Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: clint eastwood-gorillaz (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 10th, 2006
8:46 pm	hmm. so i guess i should say stuff, cause i havent in a while. so today was pretty okay i think. i dont really remember. i did some stuff. school workish stuff i think. then i drank some lunch. a chai latte that conor and holly got from starbucks for me. then i forgot my gym clothes, so i had to wright and essay following an imaginary person in the class. there name was shaquanda. they were of ethnic background. then i didnt do my chem lab again. it is now over a week late. i honestly dont care about chem anymore. i figured, if im going to fail anyway, whats the point in working alot, for nothing. she asked where my lab was. i told her i handed it in, and maybe it was misplaced by her, or a janitor, or some other person who might have stolen it for their own personal use. not that anyone would want my lab, i havent gotten higher than a 68, no matter how hard i try. then my math tutor came today. i have a test someday this week. he didnt tell us what day, or what the test would be on. wich really sucks because im failing math also. the only class i can actually manage to pass is art. maybe french too. or should i say francais. hon hon hon. sorry so then yesterday sucked quite alot. probablly almost the worst day of my life. honestly not exagerating. i did something bad yesterday. im not gonnan post it online though. i have also come to some conclutions that have made me depressed. im not gonna post them online also, though. i also have come to the conclution that im a bad person. really. im just mean. wow. im getting to self-loathing, self-pitting-ish so dont pay attention to that. i have figured out how to deal with all of it anyway. so yeah. changing the subject... so hmm..i wanna have a disco, 60's, 70's themed party. i just want an excuse for an afro and big ass sunglasses, and colorful things. so yeah.. thats pretty much it. i have nothing else to say, so good night Current Mood: okay i guess...i hope Current Music: desperate guys-the faint (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 7th, 2006
12:14 am	ugh today fucking sucked, alot. it just makes me hate life. so much stupid shit happened. i had gym. and i ripped my $250 true religioin jeans, wich i loved. my toe got stuck in a rip, and pulled it all the way open. its ugly now. i had to walk around school with it like that too. plus i smelled like sweat cause i forgot deoderent at home. ugh. it sucked alot. and then i didnt do my chem lab again. i think i might fail chem. and my fucking bus goes a different way now, so im last, and have to walk like 4378598 miles to my house. i hate that fucking skank hoe bus driver. old egyptian men, what can you say. ugh now its 12:18, and i have nothing to do at all. and im bored. and depressed. ugh. why do i make myself feel depressed, and why do i keep thinking about a certain person. fuck. im doing it again. i should just forget. hm. so some good stuff did happen today. natalie and i made a movie about me being a fish. it was cool. so good bye for now. maybe ill right again later at like 3 am if i cant sleep. if not then adios Current Mood: not a good one Current Music: spies-coldplay (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 5th, 2006
10:41 pm	i just got a king of leon cd! psh yes. i love them. btw. go here. http://www.boohbah.com/zone.html. it is amazingly hypnotizing. alot. ive decided im changing my name to alex coolier. the end Current Mood: ahdudfj Current Music: molly's chambers-kings of leon (1 Comment |Comment on this)
7:36 pm	whoo ginas party is in 3 days! im excited. i dont know what to wear tho. hmm. i needa go shoping. bleh im bored now. in studio art i decided that im doing a leonor fini style drawing. i like her. alot. look her up. she is quite good, surreal. i have decided ba is the worlds crappiest school alive. no offence peole who go there, but i cant stand it. psh fucking nerds. i sick of hearing about chromosomes and gynocologists, and diatomic molecular compounds? as ordinary conversations. uggh. please learn normal people things to talk about.ugh and goth pimps who think they are satan and wear toilets on their head also need to learn to act normal, at least in public. this is not all ba kids, there are normal ones. but still most of them suck. oh and ginger kids suck too. specially when you cant tell them apart. most ba people just make me suck bleh, haha oh wow. im going to have no friends at school anymore, but its okay. so inconclusion, ba SUCKS AT LIFE! (ba kids-dont be all offended by this, if your reading this, i probably like you)hahaha Current Mood: hating bergen academies Current Music: precious- depeche mode (2 Comments |Comment on this)
6:55 pm	my bus driver fucking sucks at life. i got home at 6:30. ugh Current Mood: ugggh fuck Current Music: no brakes-the bravery (Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 4th, 2006
10:53 pm	ugh fuck. seriously, i dont understand people. im just fucking pissed off about everything. ugh. life is crappy. well, my new years resolution lasted about 4 days. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: god put a smile upon your face-coldplay (3 Comments |Comment on this)
5:26 pm	today in school was pretty good. we had projects for 2 hours. i did nothing. then i had math. i am convinced my teacher is on coke. so. we were waiting outside the room for ten minutes. the lights were off in the room. then someone opens then door. however, we did not know the teacher was in the room. he was surprised we were there. he lifted his head off his desk really fast (which i believe was because he was snorting coke). his eyes were completely bloodshot and his face was all red and blotchy. he gets up and walks out of the room. ten minutes later, he comes back. it was quite strange. so. cokehead. then i had lots of free's so me and natalie and kerry made movies. we made a documentary of the woolymamoths, then i made the vending machine dance. then we made a movie entitled, "the birthing of alex collier" in wich i am passed out of the uterus of one kerry barrett. it is amazing. the best movie ever. so yeah that was pretty much my day. ohh and i got stalked in the bathroom. it wasa pretty scarey. i was blwoing my nose in a stall thing cause im sick, so this kid comes in, and starts turning on and off the sinks. then he kinda was trying to see into the stall and kept walking past it. so i was all whatever ill wait in here untill he leaves. i was not so lucky. so then he kept turning on the sink like he was washing his hands 487984 times, and blowing his nose. so after 10 minutes im like ugh fuck it. and walk out of the stall, and dont even look at him and leave the bathroom. so then he follows me out. i was freaked out a little bit. but yeah that was my day. now tonight im going to art class. hmm wich reminds me i have to call nicole. i wonder if shes coming today. okay then. adios Current Mood: i dont really know Current Music: a movie script ending-death cab (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006
9:46 pm	okay so, today, i woke up and it was snowing alot. i couldnt even get out of my drive way. only i did. my school wasnt closed. i was like pshhhh nigga please. it sucked. then at school. the culinary room freezer, broke, overheated then like exploded over the break, so all the food cooked and rotten at 120 degrees. it smelled like fucking ass all over the whole school.it smelled like old milk, rotted fish and feet, mixed with ass. another reason we should have had off. then some kid trew up on the steps because it smelled so bad. the vomit stayed there for 2 1/2 hours because nobody knew. it looked like a nasty waterfall of runny cat crap dripping down the steps. ugh. sorry, i know, you did not need to hear that. then, my lit teacher accused me of being on drugs, because of the peom i wrote for class. she said "wow, i wonder how many drugs it took to make that." owell. she is still the best teacher i have. now about this other teacher, mrs rick, a whale, and a skidmark on the underpants of society (haha dodgeball=the best). i hate her. alot. i have until midnight to write my lab report. i havent started yet. i just got home from tae kwon do. im in pain. especially because i had to do 60 push ups, 60 pull ups, and then more in gym. way more then anyone should do after eating only 1/2 a yogurt all day. well i think i should shower cause i am like one ginormous ball of sweat or sweet idk how to spell it. you decide. so i have nothing left to say ecept, seacrest...OUT! oh god. 8th grade play moment. haha Current Mood: chipper Current Music: you got me all wrong-dios malos (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, January 2nd, 2006
9:10 pm	so, i just went to ski barn and other places, and have come to the conclusion that my body is a deformed shape. apparently, my legs are too long and im to thin, because when i was buying gym shorts, the only ones wich actually came to my knees where a size XL,otherwise they were about 5 inches above me knee, only my waist has to be a small. so i got the size XL with a waist draw sting thingy. now i look like a fool in a kilt. owell, its only gym. then i went to ski barn to buy ski boots. only, my right foot is 1 1/2 sizes bigger then my left, so they had to do all this work with lifts and extenders and crap to make it fit. but i ended up finding boots. they are quite awesome. there tecnica, and kinda see-through-ish. i think i migh plan some kind of like ski-party thing, inwhich i take people skiing. idk yet though. ugh school starts in like 11 hours ugh. die. i think im gonna go watch tv and enjoy the last night of freedom. peaceout Current Mood: amused Current Music: dream girl-dave matthews band (6 Comments |Comment on this)
6:28 pm	hmm so. today i had off. i am NOT looking to go back to school tomoro. ugh i hate my school. pleh owell. so pretty soon im going to ski barn, to get skis. hm, obvious much? anyways then im going to victors house of music cause i need to get the moonlight sonata for the piano. then im going to pearl paint to get oil pastels terpentine white charcoal and tinted paper for art class. im doing a leonor fini style sureal piece thing. not that you needed to know any of that. so. what else to say. hm. i dont know. i guess just see ya lata alligata! (sorry couldnt resist) Current Mood: eh Current Music: wild horses-the rolling stones (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 1st, 2006
11:52 pm	so it is officially 2006. thats good because for the past two months ive been wrighting 2006 on papers in school, would have to be like "oh. woops i acidentally connected the line on the circle thingy in the 5." damn now you all know my secret. oh well. anyway. 2006 i have decided is going to be a good year. even if its not, i will make it, usually i dont make resolutions, because i have to many things to "resolve" and plus, i never keep them, but this year. i am making a resolution to make 2006 good! whoo for the year of the 6. haha sorry. lost controll of myself for a minute. anywhoos 2006=good. hmm what else to say. not much. im partially destracted because im watching the oc on dvd. season 2. so. nothing else to say=goodbye. ps. still comment on the anonymous (i have no idea how to spell that) thing. cause yeah. ok bye for real now Current Mood: quixotic-hm.idk but sounds fun Current Music: satellite-sex pistols (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 31st, 2005
11:17 am	Leave me an anonymous comment and tell me what you honestly think of me, or something you could never say to me before, or anything. I don't care. When you go to leave a comment, click "More Options" and choose to make it anonymous do this please? Current Mood: rejected Current Music: loser-beck (9 Comments |Comment on this)